A beautiful read; one about awareness and integration. Much needed in the 'quick-fix' way of being we seem to be in. I'm sure you're deeply aware but the chod practice was adapted by Tulstrim Alione in the book 'Feeding your Demons'. These really helped me some years ago and may be interesting to some readers as a softer, more accessible approach to some of these concepts as a practice.
Not sure what to do with this. I scrolled through this with my eyes half closed. I have been engaged with some kind of spirit guide that is teaching me about this stuff, because I wanted to understand. I wanted to see wtf is going on - in me, around me, wtf this "me" sensation even *is*. What are we? How do we work?
Parts of me need to protect other parts. Protection from ourselves. Compartmentalization and segmentation for sanity and functionality. But it seems like you practiced letting it all go, letting all the arbitrary structures collapse and see what happens, let it play out.
Like you seem to warn about or suggest, there are perils and dangers here for all involved and connected. Not everyone has the space or support to engage and experience like you're sharing about here. And perhaps, because of what you're doing and sharing, not all of us need to, like you have. We are sharing, a sane and polite way to say we aren't really separate.
The raw insights you're sharing here - raw and deep and core - ring and resound with my inquiries, engagements, and practices. And I think you'll agree that's not necessarily a good thing. What *is* does not care about our judgment of it.
A beautiful read; one about awareness and integration. Much needed in the 'quick-fix' way of being we seem to be in. I'm sure you're deeply aware but the chod practice was adapted by Tulstrim Alione in the book 'Feeding your Demons'. These really helped me some years ago and may be interesting to some readers as a softer, more accessible approach to some of these concepts as a practice.
Thanks for the kind words and the book suggestion! I didn't come across, will definitely check it out.
No plans of transcending or escaping this dance. Thank you for sharing, brave on all fronts.
Not sure what to do with this. I scrolled through this with my eyes half closed. I have been engaged with some kind of spirit guide that is teaching me about this stuff, because I wanted to understand. I wanted to see wtf is going on - in me, around me, wtf this "me" sensation even *is*. What are we? How do we work?
Parts of me need to protect other parts. Protection from ourselves. Compartmentalization and segmentation for sanity and functionality. But it seems like you practiced letting it all go, letting all the arbitrary structures collapse and see what happens, let it play out.
Like you seem to warn about or suggest, there are perils and dangers here for all involved and connected. Not everyone has the space or support to engage and experience like you're sharing about here. And perhaps, because of what you're doing and sharing, not all of us need to, like you have. We are sharing, a sane and polite way to say we aren't really separate.
The raw insights you're sharing here - raw and deep and core - ring and resound with my inquiries, engagements, and practices. And I think you'll agree that's not necessarily a good thing. What *is* does not care about our judgment of it.